I should be sleeping....

Why should I be sleeping....

Well you might think it's the morning or the middle of the day...

it all depends on when you are reading this post.  

Well I should be sleeping because it's acutally about midnight.  

So how does this effect your reading....does it make you sorta sleepy like I am?

Not having sleep or being so tired makes me giddy and loopy a bit.  

The kids love it and think it is the funniest thing because I'll say weird things. 

So how do I act when I need to be sleeping...

I start to act really, really silly.

Like maybe I had a few drinks. 

 Drinks...do I drink?  

 Actually I haven't touched any wine in quite a few months. 

 Now please....

PLEASE....

if you think I'm some sort of alcoholic....oh please don't think this!!  

 When I say I have had wine in the past...it's when I have a glass with dinner...on occasion or maybe when I cook with dinner...but it depends on what I am making.  

You know what I think is really unbelievable is when you share something and then some anonymous person comes to make you feel like a rat in a sewer.  

P.L.E.A.S.E  

Some people.

So this whole thing reminds me of when I had posted about drinking wine and I literally had some nasty comments sent to me asking "how could I be a Christian if I drank wine?".  

Which led to indirectly calling me a w**re because I exposed my thigh when I was wearing my shorts in one of my pictures.

Then shortly after this post I noticed there were some "godly" women who didn't come back to my blog because I must have not been "godly" enough for them.  

Really sad I tell you. 

I would go to their blogs and visit and say hello but they would never respond back or visit after they had been visiting me.  

So now I don't go back to their blogs

So I just said...."oh well...don't need them anyway."  

Yeah, it does hurt a bit....well it did.  

It just makes me love those unlovable people the more.  

or those that have their imperfections....

I don't need to walk with a high and mighty righteous attitude thinking I'm the best when in reality

I am NOTHING without Christ.  

I hope I don't get slammed for sharing this post. 

Or lose more followers. 

 I've struggled with being totally open about my thoughts, opinions and what I believe because part of me doesn't want to lose some bloggy friends.  

Or some to think negative or bad of me....

Or being judged....

But in the end....

you know your true friends when they are still around even when you share the bad, ugly or even things we might differ on. 

Those are the friends you want to hang on to.....

 the ones who will still come around and say hi even if they don't drink wine or what have you.  

Those are the friends that matter.  

Ok so why am I saying all of this???  

Oh it's one of those things that I decided to do to spice up my blog a bit....

just be random and speak my mind.  

Oh I was talking about not having much sleep....

y..e..a..h.....that's right....

this sort of stuff comes out of me when I'm a bit sleepy and when it's really late at night.  

And I'm saying "OH" way to much....

Good night gotta go to bed now....